Basically you feel that you are a burden to everyone around you and that you are all around unlovable but you do everything in your power to keep those around you close whether it be attacking them to start a fight to get attention, threatening suicide, or all around trying to avoid any suspected abandonment. Also, they feel things intensely because they were never taught how to cope with emotions and they tend to split their thinking into black and white as in “you don’t want to hang out tonight?” Then you never liked me, you never make time for me, you never cared etc. It’s essentially living life as an empty person with really big emotions but feeling like you and everyone else hate yourself so you deserve it all.
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