What is major depressive disorder?
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To me it it feels like I’m at the bottom of a deep well with a heavy rocky on top of me that I’m constantly fighting to stop from crushing me.
The well feels so deep and the weight of existence is so heavy I start to consider letting the rock crush me. During this time Im so tired from the rock I dont have the energy to do anything else like clean or eat or take care of myself.
You resist the weight of the rock and get out from under it but you still need to climb back out the well which is also exhausting and difficult. Eventually you reach the top but you’re at risk of falling back in and getting crushed a few times a year for me and every time the rick feels heavier and the well feels deeper.
Imagine all of your favorite foods taste like plain oatmeal. In fact, everything tastes like plain oatmeal.
You even try something you hate the taste of. Oatmeal.
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